Let's say that i am graduated now, 27 Oktober 2017. I finished my study at Bakrie University with Bachelor degree of communication. That day felt so special, my parent absolutely there, my boyfie and my best friend there for me bring me some flowers. I would keep those memories in me.
I thought start fram that day, the real journay was started but i choose to came back home first. In my mind if i got a job later in jakarta it will be hard for me to cameback beside to celebrate Eid Mubaraq Day. So i got home after take care some paper in case i will apply a job. I was planning only a month at home, came back to attend my boyfriend graduation amd find a job.
Planning was so easy back then, but God plan way out of mine. I felt so comfortable at home and forgot that already a month, my boyfriend don't want to talk to me for since 20 day me at home and i don't know what date exactly his graduation so i just sent him a flower bucket. And yeaa i was afraid to apply a job. If ou ask why? i don't know too. So three months i am still at home after i got an email i should attend a test for a job which my parents really excited about it. I said "I should try this chance, we never know maybe this is turn, we never know if we don't try" like a mitchie said in the camp rock. So i did, i came back to Jakarta.
But after did a test i think that job not suitable for me, i am trying to apply while help my lecturer. but my day became boring, just watch Kpop and Veriety Show again and again. Feels bad to my parents since i should earn some money now but still ask for them. It's OK for them but not for me, it's so.... You can stand see your friends talk about work while you are not yet? hmmmm. But ofcourse i need to earn money for wedding too. My age 24 y.o soon and i need saving some money to held a wedding which not cheap at all, haha. getting older somehow being burden, right?
oh ya i decided to broke up my 10 year old relationship with him. Hurt? don't ask for that, too much but i am not angry to him, i knew him to well and the reason wy he acted like that. I don't love him anymore? NO, i do but he is not comfortable enough with me anymore so i can't let this relationship being empty. I still contacting him, since i knew sometimes he need someone to listen to him.